75_bones (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} 75_bones) wrote,@ 2005-12-06 16:46:00 |
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The Snozzberries.....they don't taste like anything
i think sleep deprivation is at the root of your not wanting food so much. when i taste things now, it's like i'm putting a memory in my mouth, like a sausage biscuit on disc. it's not the same. it's drier. i don't know if it's the cold or the lack of sleep but i can feel all my juices running to my core. i saw this crazy extreme stuff show where this family got lost in the frozen tundra or something for several days because they got out of their car in a storm. why? I don't know, I missed the first few minutes, so now i don't know how to feel about these people in the freezing. they never said why they got out of the car again on the show, just as i suspected, probably a dumb reason. but yeah, so the baby was really still and the mom thought he might be dead, but he wasn't. All of his blood ran into his center to stay warm. that's what i feel like now. but the food i eat, it's like rocks going in, my mouth doesn't process it. here anyways. all the food in atlanta tasted amazing. Three Cheers for Taco Cabana!! i think it needs to be "our place" maybe. I could lay down in all the soft (FLOUR!) tortillas. and the queso...the fajita part was whatever, but those tortillas. maybe it tasted better because i can't taste macon food right now. even when i went to the bears den weeks ago!! having works be due and feeling guilty about them must shut down your tastebuds also. I'm so lame, I want to make austin dinners and have a key and be at his apt to surprise him with niceness while he's at work. how gay is that? supa gay, I know. i'm focusing more on that fun stuff now that i am on my actual work. I know he thinks about me but he doesn't let it get in the way of his stuff. or he doesn't tell me. I find myself fudging about how I'm doing to cover. Another teacher recommended to me that I get counseling. Okay? I guess it's time to bite the bullet and get my talk on.
i think sleep deprivation is at the root of your not wanting food so much. when i taste things now, it's like i'm putting a memory in my mouth, like a sausage biscuit on disc. it's not the same. it's drier. i don't know if it's the cold or the lack of sleep but i can feel all my juices running to my core. i saw this crazy extreme stuff show where this family got lost in the frozen tundra or something for several days because they got out of their car in a storm. why? I don't know, I missed the first few minutes, so now i don't know how to feel about these people in the freezing. they never said why they got out of the car again on the show, just as i suspected, probably a dumb reason. but yeah, so the baby was really still and the mom thought he might be dead, but he wasn't. All of his blood ran into his center to stay warm. that's what i feel like now. but the food i eat, it's like rocks going in, my mouth doesn't process it. here anyways. all the food in atlanta tasted amazing. Three Cheers for Taco Cabana!! i think it needs to be "our place" maybe. I could lay down in all the soft (FLOUR!) tortillas. and the queso...the fajita part was whatever, but those tortillas. maybe it tasted better because i can't taste macon food right now. even when i went to the bears den weeks ago!! having works be due and feeling guilty about them must shut down your tastebuds also. I'm so lame, I want to make austin dinners and have a key and be at his apt to surprise him with niceness while he's at work. how gay is that? supa gay, I know. i'm focusing more on that fun stuff now that i am on my actual work. I know he thinks about me but he doesn't let it get in the way of his stuff. or he doesn't tell me. I find myself fudging about how I'm doing to cover. Another teacher recommended to me that I get counseling. Okay? I guess it's time to bite the bullet and get my talk on.
